I'm Still Remember

I'm still remember . The day when I did cried so much tears . Cause of what . YOU . Yes , it's all because of you . That day I went back to JB . Cause rasa tak tenang sangat berada di bumi Tanjung Malim ni . That time , you didn't texted me for a day . I'm wondering what had happened but yet , I still can't search for the reason . Ouh , by that time I'm still be friend with that GIRL . So , my instinct asked me to viewed her Facebook's wall . So then , I did viewed . You know what I found out . You did comment with her at her status .

Betapa remuknya perasaan saya masa tu . Broken into pieces . After read all of your comments , it's really made  my tears falls down . Masa tu , nasiblah duduk bersendirian di dalam bus . So , nak menangis tu memang free lah . Tapi , tak leh kuat sangat . Takot orang lain dengar pula kan . Masa tu , I did faced that kind of situation all ALONE . Yes , alone . Did you know how hard for me , a girl , to face those kind of situation ? You did ignored me . Didn't texted me even once . Then go and comment with that girl ? Sakitnya hanya Tuhan je yang tahu . 

I'm wondering . Nape susah sangat saya nak lupakan awak . Kalau orang lain dulu , senang je . Tak lama macam ni pon . Before this , got 1 also . Konrad . Yah , he's the first person that I can't forget so easily . Then you . Sakitnya berperang dengan perasaan sendiri . Yeah , I know . That's my feeling right . Buat apa lah orang lain nak sibuk2 nak ambil tahu my feeling . I know it . Kadang-kadang tu , I think about why did I fall more with my crush rahter than the person that I love ? 

# Love is not a FUN ! #

' The WORST FEELING is pretending you don't care about something , when really it's all you seem to think about .'